Cheers to Learning

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
LEAVE, BE GONE!
NEVER RETURN!!

I deleted you from everything.
You find a way back in.
My mind erased the photos that I thought would never end.

You make me want to vomit,
That's how nauseous I feel.
When you're around,
I feel I've found
The one thing that should have never been!

BUT I HAVE TO FORGIVE YOU
Or this will carry with me forever.
How can I do that when you just make me sooooo fucking angry?!
I am letting myself think about it and maybe I shouldn't,
But at least we know that I'm not over this.

Too much hurt and pain leads to not being able to forgive
God forgave so I need to learn.

Cheers to learning.