Part 2- My Whale

I couldn't have done this without you.

You make it so easy to love and want to live.

You've changed me completely.

Outlook positive, past behind, one step at a time.

Live for the now and dream of the future.

Embrace each other in love and our differences.

Dwell only on good, spend your money, and just be happy.

Just be happy.

And have fun. Have loads of fun. Don't ever let life get too serious.

God, what was I doing before you?

You make every day an adventure.

You help me be the person I have always envied others for being.

You are the person I want to be.

Mentor, friend, lover, dreamer, inventor.

You have this weird unconditional love for me.

Have never felt this before from a man.

It's new and exciting and scary.

But almost scary in a good way.

Scary in a -What if I screw this up?- way,

But it's unconditional...so is that possible?

You made fun of my fin and here we are.

Happy, loving every moment, in love.

My friend, my lover, my Whale.

God, you're my everything and I am so in love with you.

Dedicated to K. J. L.

Part 1- You are Neutral

Forgiven.

You are forgiven.

It happened in a flash.

Body, mind, heart in a dash.

I was driven.

So you're forgiven.

A click in my brain.

So fucking insane.

Couldn't have seen it before

I just had to be sure

It was over and done

For the both of us

And not just one.

Neutral you are to me

Dear you will stay,

But in the past,

Far, far away.

Even though not forgiving is a sin,

Both sad and happy this is the end

A new chapter begins,

But this time, I am with a real friend.